For real this time.

I'M BACK. STAY TUNED.

I'M LEGAL BITCHES.

So I got to spend my 18th birthday together with my lovely comperes at NSRCC (shall blog about the chalet later). I really wasn't expecting much at all, but I'd be lying if I said I wasn't expecting anything. hehe. The day started off great! Really appreciate all the birthday wishes and hugs^^ But the *mini celebration* happened at night! So they kinda forced me to sit on a chair in the middle of the room after much resistance... I was kinda clueless but still excited^^ But yeah, it was kinda awkward for me to be the only one sitting there and hence all attention on me:/ Then I kinda guessed that they were gonna dance for me, but I was kinda expecting an SNSD dance, but still I really enjoyed their performance of Nobody^^ I really appreciate it so so so so so much guys!!! I am so touched that you guys actually took the time to learn the dance for me!!! I can't thank you guys enough:') I really wanna post the video but its taking foreverrrrrrrrrr to upload:(

After the juniors' performance, I was dragged to once again do peacock/genie with Shalyn, Alex and Fadz! It felt really nice actually to perform that number again with them:) After that Alex and Fadz went forward to sing a song for meeee AWWW I'm really touched guys:') Thank you so much:)

The part I'm most surprised was when Nicolette gave me the SNSD Phuket DVD that was shared by comperes!!! I didn't expect that at all!!! Once again thank you so muchhhhhh:') Thank you also for the lovely cards and I'm really very touched by everyone's birthday messages:) I loveeeee the cake toooooo!!!!

You can see how surprised I was^^

I'm a happy boiiii^^

DELICIOUS CAKEEEEE!!!

Thanks to Nic, Naz, Bibs and Asyraf for this card ^^

I'm honestly touched by all your messages:')

So, to end of this post, I really just wanna thank everyone again for making this my best birthday everrrr, I'm not even kidding. I'm touched by all the things y'all have done to make me happy on my day and I couldn't have asked for a better way to spend it:) Love you guys so much :') <3<3<3

xoxo Fai

THE BIG 18

So, I'm gonna be 18 in just a matter of minutes. Wow. 18. That's significant. That's legal. That's legal right? Yes, it think that's legal. I've always had the thought of never wanting to grow old. If I had a choice, I'd actually like to remain 16 forever. Well, I'm 2 years too late for that. Why 16? I don't know why 16. I just like that number. It's the age of youth and maturity. Well I just got to accept the fact that I'm turning 18. Over the years I guess I've changed not only appearance wise, but I also got more mature? Yes, I'm more mature. I've been through alot that taught me to be a better person. Reading posts from my previous blog that started in 2007 showed me just how much I have changed. My writing style, my thoughts, and how I present myself. So yeah, Happy Birthday to me! Let's just take a look at how I've changed over the years. I don't really have much photos of myself since I lost everything due to my laptop being reformatted, but i managed to get some of the worst photos of me from my old blog. Enjoy my royal hideousness~

This was me when my acne was at its worst! SERIOUSLY I FEEL LIKE PUKING LOOKING AT MYSELF. HOW DID I DARE SHOW MY FACE IN PUBLIC?!

Me in sec4. Those were the days I thought flat fringe at the front with spike on the back was cool. OHDEARGOD.

 Me attending PRCS' 10th anniversary. Look at how "fashionable" I was. White vest? REALLY?! I'm so ashamed.

OMFG. IKR. No words to describe this photo.

Beware of the next photo. Ohgawd I know I'm hot.

Heh. I'm cute in this next photo. :P

FUGLY.

WHY DID I EVEN TAKE THIS PHOTO?!

 HEH. SEE I KNOW I'M HOT:P

Then one day, I realised with abit of photoshop, and the correct camera angle, I COULD BE A PRETTY BOY~ HEH

And here I am now, about to turn 18.

Well, it had been a good 18 years. I hope to continue maturing a gain more experiences to help me become a better person. I'm thankful for the friends I have made throughout my life, from primary school, secondary and poly. I've never forgotten anyone despite losing contact. LOL I'M MAKING THIS POST SOUND LIKE I'M GONNA MIGRATE OR DIE OR SOMETHING. Well, thanks for reading this very narcissistic post. I think i just committed social suicide. heh. kthxbye.

xoxo Fai~

I CAN STEP ON YOUR FACE NOW

I went shopping todayyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!! Well, I didn't really expect to get anything, but I did! Went to Expo with my mum/grandma/uncle/cousin/brother for the Robinsons warehouse sale. Oh god It was so freakin crowdeddddd! While we were walking pass the halls, there was one hall where there was like a mega flea market so my brother suggested we go in, and so we did. The flea was awesomeee! Well, at least my mum liked it coz there were so many stalls selling designer bags...  So, she got herself a bag after literally stopping in front of every single stall that sold bags! Got myself a new iPhone cover as well^^ Went on to the Robinsons sale after that where we went separate ways and I went around myself looking for clothes and shoes. Well, all the men's clothes they sell there are kinda catered to the older working generation I guess, so i didn't really find anything.... Went on to the shoes section and managed to convince my mum to get me a 2 pairs of shoesssssssssssssss!!!! Hehehehe I'm a happy boiiiii! Got a pair of brown shoes as well as a pair of DR MARTENS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UHUH! Well the Dr Martens section was kinda limited so I didn't really have much of a choice. But I'm still surprised my mum actually agreed to get them for me! Well, that's pretty much it for today! Seeeeeyaaaa:)

xoxo Fai~

HIGH FASHION

As I have said over and over again before in my previous 18793792.8 blogs, I will try my best to maintain this blog! I will! Anyway, WELCOME TO MY NEW BLOG!!!! I spent quite awhile doing the background and setting for this blog so I hope my efforts won't be wasted!

In other news, I spent my day yesterday out with Nicolette, Chelsea and Asyraf! We have been planning to do a photoshoot since foreverrr and we finally found the time to do it! For amateur models and photographers, I have to say that there were a few pretty pictures that we could come up with! We met up in the morning at Erin's house to do the pre-photoshoot stuff like make-up, hair an all that. Of course all of those was done by yours truly ;) hehehe.  As I said, if my future media career goes down the drain, I'm gonna open up a photography studio with full packages including makeover and stuff. I doubt that will be successful though with what little knowledge I have of photography, and yes the photos are all shot in Auto mode.

The pre-photoshoot was kinda rushed as we had to leave Erin's house by 12.30 coz she had to leave for work. Once everyone was ready we headed out! Our first location was kinda unplanned coz we simply stopped at the playground area near Erin's place coz the place seemed like a decent place for photographs. After that we headed to Haji Lane and Marina Square! Well just enjoy the photos~

This shot kinda looks like an album cover to me. An album titled "DREAMS". LOLOL.

Chels' make-up is damnnn nice okayyy. *praises self*

One of my favourite shots^^

This is one of the few good shots of me. 

An ad for CK? lolol

OMG I loved this backdrop the mosttttt! Well, mostly coz its BLUEEE! Taken at Haji Lane, or one of those lanes near there, God knows.

The 'Paparazzi' shot.

The lift at Golden Landmark was such a nice place to take photos in!!! But too bad we couldn't spend a long time there...

LOVE THIS SHOT^^

Kinda reminds me of VOGUE? China maybe. lololol.

Seriously, this boy over here needs barely any photoshop! *jealous*

One of my favourite shots too^^

That's all for now folks! Let's all pray that I will not abandon this blog.

XOXO Fai